This lyric presents what I feel

Posted by William | Posted in | Posted on 11:57 PM

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

Baby...
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since you've moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile

BACK AGAIN!! ^^

Posted by William | Posted in | Posted on 9:31 PM

Wake up, go to work, study, playing game, then sleep again . . . . . . . . .

Every day I do these activities exactly the same . . .
But that's life . . .
Life that I should live until I graduate from my college . . .
On this moment, as I like to continue updating my blog, I would like to share something bout me . .
I think my life was getting worse bcoz of PC games . . . T_T
All my days, I spent in front of my laptop just for playing game . . .
Did u guys know or ever hear about the game 3 Kingdoms Online ?
I was addicted of this game since my friend introduced it to me . . .
I spent my time, my internet and my energy on this game . . .
I could say that my laptop always turned on 24 hours during lebaran holidays . . .
And now, I have reached level 122 since I played in the second server only for 1 month. . . =P
Times go so fast for me bcoz I enjoy my activities so much although I knew that it was actually just wasting my time and it was almost useless for future . . .

Talking about my college . . .
Right now, I am in Semester 4, which I think it's getting more challenging bcoz most of the subjects are projects . . . It is better than having final exams so that I have to memorize and memorize again . . .LOL!

Talking about my works . . .
I got 1 workmate again, he is my junior of IT students . . .
His name is Beradone and I think he is a hardworker and good for us too. . .
He can make our works easier for the future . . .
Another things about my works, I think until today, everything goes fine . . .

Talking about my love story . . .
I just can say it's getting complicated . . . huffff . . .
Won't tell it in here but maybe sometimes later in next of my posts . . .
Juz hope for the best for it and let it flow by the time . . .